The Thing About Great Weekends is...

So, I've had a couple of good weekends in a row, and then some really shitty days. But I rethought my eight year old's advice, and decided she was right. LOL! So I'm happy to report that I've had another amazing weekend. It was kind of bittersweet since my "partner in crime" wasn't there to hold my hand, and say nasty things, but MY GOD. It still blew my mind.
I don't want to pout and sulk, and wallow in self pity because Mr has moved on. I'm a grown woman, with lots of opportunities, and a stable, sane mind for picking and choosing the best of the crop. It won't be the same....he was my introduction to the lifestyle, and he really did make it special. Thank you Mr, for that experience. But I'm not going to give it up simply because he's found greener pastures. The thing about the lifestyle is that the people are so amazing. As a couple, we had made so many sincere friends that truly cared about us, and would gladly rock our world too. Those people haven't disappeared. They still care about ME, as a person, and still want to rock my world, even without King Dong along. That makes the separation a little easier in the end. And hell....meeting new people is exciting as all get-out! The nervous flutters, the little catches in breath...it's validation that we are so alive and vibrant.
But familiar lovers are a comfort too, and so I spent my weekend enveloped in the safe haven of their arms. I looked in the mirror this morning, and felt more beautiful than I had in a long time, knowing I had given, and received an amazing night. Thank you so much, both of you. It was so great to scream, and laugh, and just love again, without all the insecurities I've been toting around lately. You guys rock! Ohhhh, and Shaggy? It's a good look for you, don't get rid of it! MWAH!