Thank God for my Juju. I love my daughter more than anything, and I'm so thankful to have her in my life. She was ready for me this morning with two wonderful presents...presents she has been bursting at the seams to give me since Friday. She is amazing, and my life is amazing because of her.
We did go to breakfast today, and watched a movie. I don't know what I was thinking, saying yes. I can't do the friends thing. I need some time and space, and LOTS of it. I'm thankful that he sat aloof, playing with his new phone, reading emails from prospective booty calls, and text messaging and talking to his new girlfriend. It woke me up to the fact that there is no us anymore, because he's killed it. But Juju had an OK time, and I'm thinking she's not going to be overly traumatized if we move on. Which was another great thing to find out. My resilient little warrior.
So Juju & I went to a beautiful park, overlooking the sea. I felt a profound sadness there because it was the park Mr. & I went to on our first date, almost exactly 6 years ago now...our "anniversary", if you can call it that, is coming up really quick. We came home after, and chilled out. And here I am, blogging. Juju and I both had some boo boo tummies yesterday, and so tonight is for trying to feel better, hopefully body, mind and heart.
To all the people that suffer through these blogs with me, Happy Mother's Day if it applies to you. You are valued, and special. Thank you.
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