Day After the Day After

I had a heartfelt conversation with My BFF via the phone this morning. He was following up on a conversation he'd started last night when he called and woke me up from the sleep of the dead. He couldn't talk much last night because he was, well...BUSY. LOL Ya dog, you do make me laugh some times. But he did reassure me he wasn't angry, and that he'd had to exact damage control quickly because his date's words were getting loud and angry, and well....embarrassing him. Having a relationship with Mr is confusing. We still love because we talk about it daily. I am after all his "Dot in the Pocket". But what I've gained by leaving him and no longer being his girlfriend is the ability to still love him as my best friend and soul mate, and no longer be hurt by all his infidelities. Some men just are not happy with monogamy, and nothing you can say or do will change that. He's not a bad person, just a greedy one. LOL I love my current boyfriend. We have really bonded and shared ourselves to a new level after this weekend, and I would never want to hurt him. It has come to a point where the men must meet, be introduced, and see what happens from there. What I love about Malcolm is his ability to take care of me and love me for who I am. He provides for me, protects me, coddles me. And he accepts my relationship with Mr for what it is, and all it is. It's come to a point, though, that I want him included. I don't want to hide anything from Malcolm, I don't want to "cheat". I wish it could be a foursome, but that will never happen until Mr finds a compatible girl. Meanwhile, introductions will be made, and the three of us can be friends.