Tonight, tonight! I'm so very excited for tonight! As I was talking to Malcolm, finishing up the notices to the various groups, he was as excited as I am, finally getting to DO stuff, out in the world instead of just holing up and, well...ya know. LOL. No matter what happens tonight, whether people show up or not, it will be a night well spent in the company of my lover. He's so much damn fun, and we laugh so much and often. I love that about him, his ability to make me wheeze with laughter. He is so wholehearted about everything he does...something else I love. I don't feel like he has one foot ready to escape from me as soon as he hooks something else up. Mr drove me crazy with that shit...always chatting with other bitches while he was in my house. And no amount of talking to him made it stop. He'd just wait till I was doing something else. Malcolm, he always gives me his undivided attention and makes me feel like the most loved, important, wanted person he could possibly be with. It's a gift of his, I know he's like that with everyone. But I'm into it, and love that he uses it liberally with me.
We'll be sleeping in Portland tonight. How much trouble can we possibly cause with that? OMG, endless possibilities. LOLOL. This lifestyle journey with him is quite possibly the most fun I've ever had simply because there is NO PRESSURE. LOL, AND, he contributes to the work. He let me know he's been chatting with other couples too, so it doesn't all fall to my shoulders to produce. It's a relief. And the best part is that he loves one on one time, so if nothing goes down, GREAT! More time for us, LOLOL.
I'll deliver the starry eyed report tomorrow....after I fight thru the DHS tape with Mrs D. Wish me luck with that!
Yours,
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