Stoopid Psycho People

Yesterday I had some drama. I suppose I should count myself lucky that something took away the tedium of the day, and gave me something to get fired up about. But I don't, because my damn blood pressure, I tell you....
So Mr's psycho girlfriend went to great length to read my blog. I'd amended my security settings to "friends only" so that I could have my rant and not have Mr pay the consequences for it when she blew a gasket on him. I really do try to play nice in the sandbox. But her curiosity got the better of her, and she did a bad bad thing. LOL. She broke into Mr's yahoo account just so that she could read my blog, and apparently was so put out about it that she copied and pasted it onto HIS blog, so that when I got up yesterday, my friends updates showed his bald head next to MY words. That took me a minute to wrap my mind around. So here are the facts. Mr NEVER reads any 360 pages. When I write a blog about him, I send it to his blackberry so that he can read it. I know this, obviously she hasn't figured that out yet. Some of my blogs are rants that just need to get vomited out of my mind so that I can release the anger and frustration, or work thru something that will drive me crazy if I let it stew. Mr and I have had numerous conversations about it, and he totally understands, and doesn't give a flying fuck what I write. Indeed, he loves being a topic...it feeds his enormous ego. He'd told me the other day, however that he gets kick back from the psycho from my words, when they are on the angry side. Well, I get pissed, but I'm not really out to thrash anyone, and I told him to tell her to stop reading. She's been told in my blog several times to get the fuck out. But she told him she needs to read my blog so that she can see if he's cheating, cuz she doesn't trust him. As if I would allow myself to be used for her benefit!! I think not. That and the fact that she put him up to asking me if I was attending a party this weekend. Asked because she doesn't feel comfortable being in the same space as me. Why? She's a lying bastard coward that can't face the evil she's perpetrated. But how dare she make herself out to be the victim, true?
So came the last blog, born out of that fury. But to see it copied and pasted on his site....wow. My first instinct, which was correct, was that she wanted to destroy any last vestige of friendship he and I share. I know it, he knows it, and the cunt knows it. But the bottom line is that she hurt him more than I ever could. She violated his trust, OHHH AGAIN. She posted a blog that had no context on his page, and would only serve to make his other girlies wonder if he was gay. And she's made him rethink everything he's done since July of last year. In the meantime, he's had to placate me, because what I want is peace that comes from knowing I won't have to deal with a fuck cunt bitch anymore. It's already been too long as it is. So I had to delete him from my friends, and delete Walter, my friend of 6 years because the crazy SOB would have used her connection to him to get into my account as well. Walt and I were able to work out a solution because he's cool like that. LOL, and I'm glad to see Mr doubt his entire life right now. I may have moved on with a new guy, but I still care that Mr's life is going down the toilet. But, I have talked to and listed to some wonderful people...people like A&J, and Malcolm who have my best interests in their hearts. Mr & I can't continue the kind of friendship we have while the lunatic is in his life. Because it's not healthy for me. And, to be fair, I'm starting to see the toll he's taking of watching the progression of MY life with another man. We're both just really hacking away at each other, and it's just gotta stop. So we've rearranged our lives, again, to accommodate the psycho. I really am trying to feel like this is the right thing and not a defeat, or a running away. But at least I know that her line to me is severed.
The truth is that I really like the relationship I'm exploring. Malcolm knows how to make me laugh...alot. He's considerate, and meets most of my needs. I want to see where it goes, and I'm not into hurting him with holding on to the past. Will I love Mr any less? Probably not, but that should prove to Malcolm that when I give my heart to someone, I'm not fickle. Malcolm wants to go slow and enjoy the ride, and that suits me just fine.