Saturday, November 29, 2008

Backing Up

As I was stuffing dirty laundry into the wash, AGAIN, because there is just not an end to doing fucking laundry in this house with 3 women, I started to feel guilty about ranting on Psycho Stalker Bitch, and began to think that perhaps I should have a modicum of compassion for her. After all, it isn't easy being Mr's girlfriend.
So I was thinking it must be on her mind alot today, since she dared to leave the State and leave him completely unattended overnight, able to do anything and see anyone with only a phone call to arrange it. Ahh, I remember the days, but those cheap flings of his didn't bother me since I knew he'd come home to me. But oh those flings...they bother her. They bother her alot. It must really be weighing on her mind about where he spent his night. Did she call him to find out, and did he NOT answer? And was his answer was "I was sleeping"? Sure, and maybe he was, but with whom? I knew all his angles and lies, but I understand that she's still figuring them out, and it must be difficult to have any kind of peace in a relationship where no trust exists. Wow, and she was gone awhile too.
Imagine, she probably thinks I knew exactly what was up with him, that we'd talked about his day, and his night, and that I knew or participated in his infidelity. She thinks I'd still boink him. Maybe she's right, depends on the day, or the night, and what Malcolm had to say about it, especially if he was there. Was he there? Does even HE know where Mr was and what he was doing while she's desperately trying to find out by stealthily stalking all my pages. Perhaps she thinks I'd slip up and brag about it. But all my admissions have always been intentional, and I don't make mistakes about Mr's confidences unless they suit my purposes. Perhaps it's just that it takes time to write good erotica, whoever the star happens to be.
So I suppose I'm sorry for lashing out about being stalked when I may or may not have known Mr's whereabouts and intentions, or perhaps I didn't know ANYTHING about him that day and night she was gone. LOLOL, so not likely, but it could happen. Waiting for a shoe to drop? Waiting for that sinking feeling in your gut to go away? Too bad she doesn't have access to his email so she could just stalk that, she might find some correspondences that say so much. Or not, who really knows what's in his email? Ohhh, that's right.... nevermind. LOL! No worries, It's probably all junk mail.
So stalk away psycho stalker bitch girl. I have no idea where he was when you called him at 9:30 that night and he didn't answer.
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