Friday, March 16, 2007

Entry for March 16, 2007

Oftentimes things or people in our lives come back around to remind you of the little slips off lifes true course you have taken. They come to remind you about what you already know, deep inside, but have forgotten because of all of life's dandy little sidetracks. So I had a reminder that the universe will take care of the freaks because they are destroying their own karma with the vileness of their own thoughts and actions. I can't be bothered, I won't be harrassed, (nice try tho bitch), and I am above the sophomoric actions of a twentysomething child. I feel bad for her mama, who must be suffering just knowing the kind of person her daughter has become. I simply need to trust my intuition better, LISTEN to the gut feeling instead of trying to squash it with logic, and ask for the things I want and need in my life. I asked for the job, I got the job. I always follow my inspired revelations, yet lately I find myself content. What do I want? Where do I see myself in five years? It is still the unanswered question. There is still much progress to be made, and I still would rather hide under a rock than finish it. But it is near completion, and I need only have courage to face an ending....an ending which has most honestly led me to better places in life. There is something to be said about facing life and waiting for the surprises around the corner. However, I'd like to at least know that when the surprises do come, they are actually something that I will really enjoy this time! Oh yeah, and the secret....
Don't forget to remember. LOLOLOL. Just freakin kidding! Thoughts create things. Thats all. I do like that first one better tho...thanks to Scott T for that one. You are a freakin riot!